February 2012
8 posts
I tend to think of college as a new way to express myself and to let go of things I could not during high school.
It sure beats the pessimistic view of escaping reality.
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We’re all doomed to move on, right? No matter what hardships we face, or whatever joys we experience, every good or bad thing comes to an end. All the moments shared with your friends are, ultimately, nothing but memories. Isn’t always in our nature to look for bigger, better things? I mean, just look at myself. Why people ever stick with me is always a mystery. Are they too lazy to...
What an incredible sight to behold- the sight of transition. Being around you since I was an irrational, immature child has taught me that people can change for the better. I hope you enjoy what you discovered and never lose it.
I’m tired of people spewing out the same bullshit at me. I understand that perseverance is incredibly important in reaching something you want. Yeah, that’s great. What happens if that goal is another person’s love? Just how much shit is one supposed to take before he or she breaks down? It gets really hard trying to understand people who don’t really make things clear, so...
I’m actually disgusted at your fake display of happiness.
I’m slowly…
I hope things work out.
“A woman may make a man’s home delightful, and may thus increase his motives for virtuous exertion. She may refine and tranquillize his mind,- may turn away his anger or allay his grief. Her smile may be the happy influence to gladden his heart, and to disperse the cloud that gathers on his brow.”
January 2012
32 posts
Negatives tend to surface long after the feelings are gone.
I wake up in the morning and I ask myself,
“Is life worth livin’ should I blast myself?”
It’s funny how different these two lines can sound when different rappers include it in their song.
It’s amusing how this song makes me actually want to kill myself.
depresssssion. eww.
It’s kind of funny how people think my Tumblr is some thing you can just throw around to people I don’t know. I don’t tell anyone, excluding the people I follow and some close friends, about my Tumblr. I can’t believe that anyone would just mention it casually to people who I don’t even know. The worst part is that you probably believe every word that is on my Tumblr,...
Westwood 13 pages read. 31:57 minutes average time on site. REALLY SNEAKY.
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trololol
Maybe I’m just slightly sadistic. Just slightly.
Nothing to post about nowadays. I need more sleep.
You’re really fucking spoiled.
It’s ironic how I’m reading a book titled ‘Hindsight’ right now. It really is.
What I failed to do with you doesn’t carry over with other people. Get over yourself; you don’t know anything about me.
A distant friend.
That’s all I was meant to be in your life.
I guess the difference between the people who know me best and the people who don’t know me is evident in how they choose to approach my words. Isn’t it common for a human being to act and think irrationally when upset or angered? To be honest, I don’t mean 95% of the things I say when I sound furious. Yet, I guess it is my fault for trusting other people to genuinely care about...
I want someone who actually means it when they say they trust you. I want someone who, while having a social life, won’t openly flirt and show a strong, romantic interest in other guys. I want someone who actually cares to listen, not just tell me they care and then never bother to try and understand me. I want someone who I can unconditionally love and someone that allows me to put their...
And it just snaps.
Nothing makes me happy anymore. I can’t talk with my family because my relationship with them was distorted and is slowly wilting away. You have too many problems with your own life to even be caring about me. I also have too many problems with you that just go unresolved, and it just fucks up our relationship into a bigger state of despair. I don’t have anyone I can just turn to and...
It’s times like these I want to relax and focus on things that are critical to moving on, yet other things get in the way. Why am I so convoluted? Why can’t I ever tell what I want?
Yeah, you’re right dad. Once I leave, I’m never coming back. You’re right. I’m going to treat you like dirt. You know why? That’s exactly how you taught me how to live. I always thought things were my problems and that no one else was at fault. I never learned to express my anger and actually communicate with other people if something bothered me. You ingrained in my...
Shoulders ache, back hurts, fingers are numb, and I caught a cold.
What I got in return?
Nothing.
What a huge risk, what a huge loss. :P
It would rain today… seriously.
My heart feels heavy. I don’t know where I’m going with anything. I hate this sinking feeling.
hmm no computers at ems…
maybe i should have brought more than two books
some songs… sigh.
girl problems everywhereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Maybe….
I’m done thinking about things. Move in head first.
Throwing out christmas gifts ‘cause you’re pissed off…. great.
Haven’t watched/played football in a long time to see that the two worst teams 2-3 years ago are in the playoffs… what the…
I’ve been really hard pressed since New Years… Well, it was actually New Years Eve. I don’t really know what to do. I don’t want to tell anyone because no one really cares about my problems. Well, one person does but I don’t know how to substantiate this feeling to her. She’s also very busy, so I don’t want to take any of her time. Well, let me just get...
I need to calm down.
well, those are all my applications. biting my fingers off until april…
December 2011
35 posts
this is getting tiring.
Annoyed annoyed annoyed.
Whatever. Can’t let one thing ruin your entire day, right?
The first step is always the hardest to take.
I guess I’m just beating a dead horse. I was wrong to think that one person could make something out of this relationship.
NOT APPLYING TO NORTHWESTERN. cuz i wnt gt in newayz
Yeah, it’s done. Pat yourself on the back, dust your hands off, and walk away.
1712!
No support anywhere.
So, this is the point that I’ve come to, huh? It feels too… normal.
jeez what happened to sleeping early -__-…